song for you

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face.
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's ok...
It's ok...
It's ok...

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my, my,
my true love,
my whole heart,
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.



Maroon 5-Nothing Lasts Forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way


Maroon 5-Makes Me Wonder

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry

Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

Goddamn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid

I want to dive into you
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And you talk about how you're feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

I’ve been here before
One day a week
And it won’t hurt anymore

You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause

I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye


Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And you talk about how you're feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry

So this is goodbye

So this is goodbye, yeah

Endah ft Rhesa-When You Love Someone

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...



-mith-

bad mood

hey teman, kayanya postingan hari ini udah tiga ya? bodo deh ah

tadi abis gue bosen-bosen di rumah,nadia dan karin datang kerumahku
terus kita nonton dvd deh pas udah selese,dapatlah kabar yang membingungkan terus telpon orang2 sekampung dulu baru tuh nadia karin keluar dari rumahku, tapi masih harus nunggu ojek. Gila lama banget nunggunya lebih dari 15 menit kayanya,mana nahan pipis lagi untung kagak ngompol hoho
abis mereka pulang,gue online lagi deh. Terus mau malem-malem rencananya mau nonton,tapi gajadi eh jadinya makan deh di bebek kaleyo. abis makan pulang abis itu online bentar dan ada orang yang awalnya bikin gue shock dan langsung senyumsenyum sendiri haha eh taunya ga seperti harapan gue. orang itu main kabur aja ngek banget ya. terus mulai lah mood gue langsung turun bahkan kosong kali,cuma gara2 bocah edan satu itu. gue butuh abang gue huaaa.
dan abis cerita-cerita sama temen2 bntar dan denger cerita nadia gue off terus belajar ipa deh untuk ulangan besok.

thanks yang udah baca
bye
-mith-

song

KELLY CLARKSON-ALREADY GONE

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

bored

hey semuanya, hari ini bingung banget sumpah mau ngapain

hari ini ga ada KIR ataupun rohkris,tapi gue juga males ke sekolah
biasa kan kalo sabtu ngegaul dimana gitu,tapi hari ini gatau deh
jadi dari bangun pagi tadi cuma nonton spongebob bntar, baca komik doraemon, nonton DVD Doomsday dan
online yang pasti dan mengurus pertanian dan peternakan ku tersayang (asik deh)
abangku tersayang ga pulang lagi, makin bosen lah ini,terus yang online pada ga seru
home alone huhu
yang enak ngapain ya?

postingan ini ga jelas banget ye, bodo deh ngurangin bosen dikitlah

hopeless

hey all,i want to tell you something about my love life

jadi pertama gue abis cerita-cerita sama abang gue,kaa vania, nadia dan lain-lain dan beberapa hari sebelumnya juga pernah cerita intensif sama abang gue,sampe mau nangis karena seseorang.
pokoknya abis cerita-cerita gitu abang gue bilang "mendingan kamu lupain aja,terus suka sama cowo laen"
gue bilang "emang gampang apa? emang cowonya juga siapa?"
katanya "ya siapa kek gitu,daripada suka sama dia ga ada perkembangan"
abis gue pikir-pikir bener juga itu kata abang gue dan gue abis nanya ke kaa vania dia bilang "bener juga kata fajar,daripada itu orang cuma bisa buat sakit hati,mending kamu lupain dia,aku yakin kamu bisa kok walaupun itu susah" anjrit banget
rasanya gue pengen nangis lagi, kayanya tuh ya susah deh lupain itu orang.
emang sih ga ada perkembangan dan gue ngerasa ga ada harapan tapi ya gimana gitu
dan abis itu setelah gue bertekad buat ngelupain ada kabar yang rada ngegantung dari temen gue dan bikin gue ga jadi nyerah gila banget.
dan gue sekarang antara nyerah atau ga nyerah, gara-gara kabar setengah gantung itu

thanks ya yang udah baca,ceritanya rada gajelas sih kalo mau jelas tanya gue aja haha

-mith-

rabu suram

hey hey
i want to tell you about wednesday
jadi ya gatau kenapa tiap hari rabu,semua orang di kelas gue pada murung gitu,mukanya pada ga enak pokoknya termasuk gue
apalagi kalo udah masuk pelajaran terakhir,beh gila banget itu sampe ga ada semangat
hari rabu itu,ruangan peluapan emosi sangat dibutuhkan,yaitu tempat kosong di bagian belakang kelas gue. Biasa pada ngobrol disitu,curhat disitu dan oh iya, hari rabu dibutuhkan juga pensil peluapan emosi haha yaitu pensil gue yang dari hotel apagitu,tapi abal2 pensilnya jadi suka dilempar2 ke ruang peluapan emosi
dibanting,diinjek,dicoba buat dipatahin,kasian banget deh itu pensil (sabar ya sil)
apalagi kalo masuk pelajaran terakhir idih,langsung suram itu muka orang-orang haha
Tapi biasanya dari pelajaran ke tiga udah suram, tapi kemaren tuh ngga gara2 gurunya beda gitu tapi tetep aja pelajaran keempatnya suram parah
dan seperti biasa tiap pelajaran itu,gue ga konsen kadang2 nulis-nulis nama si *peep* atau ngegambar2 gue sama itu orang
terus udah deh pas pulang kita bahagia,kaya menemukan surga (lebay)
terus pas sore-sore gue online terus chat sama banyak orang ya,terus ada satu orang yang menurunkan mood saya dih. lalu i'm crying karena orang itu. terus gue cerita ke teman-teman terdekat dan sama abang saya tercinta,lumayanlah ngebangkitin semangat gitu
terus udah deh pokoknya ya gue perhatiin tiap hari rabu itu pasti sendu hahaha

thanks yang udah baca ya

-mith-